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\"5:5:16<\/a>Light in the Shadow<\/h2>\n

by Lydia Floren<\/p>\n

I am slumped on a chair beside ICU bed #5. I\u2019m trying to catch a few zzz’s after a fitful night on the waiting room couch. My loved one, tethered to her bed by a dozen tubes and wires, miraculously sleeps. The smells, the sounds, are so foreign. And frightening. Yet I nod off\u2026<\/p>\n

beep beep beep beep BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.<\/p>\n

\u201cHuh? what\u2019s that??!!\u201d<\/p>\n

My eyes fly open, and turn to the bed. A heartbeat traces steadily on the
\nmonitor overhead. Her chest rises and falls, rises and falls. I let out a breath. And then push the call button. After a few minutes the nurse steps in. She glances at her patient, and then moves over to check the IV.<\/p>\n

Oh. OK. She\u2019s not concerned. Must be a problem with the IV. OK, good.<\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cMa\u2019am, if you will step outside, for a few minutes, I will change the IV out, and clean her up a little bit.\u201d Her eyes smile at me, and somehow her voice does too. I step out.<\/p>\n

She\u2019s so compassionate. How does she do that, surrounded day after day out by such anxious, hurting souls?<\/i><\/p>\n

I walk down the hall. I\u2019m anxious. Hurting. I walk and I wonder, reflecting.<\/p>\n

There is a shadow of death in the ICU. It flickers in the eyes of the staff, wafts thru the smell of antiseptic, echos in the clangs of bed adjustments. But whether we realize it or not, we live in this shadow every day.<\/p>\n

\u201cEven though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil,”.\u00a0<\/i>David said.<\/p>\n

Fear no evil? How can that be? It was not because there was lack of evil, or death in David\u2019s world. He felt the evil. he experienced it. Yet it didn\u2019t frighten him. He explains.
\n.
\n\u201cFor you are with me. Your rod and your staff, they comfort me.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n

He did not fear because God was with him, guiding and protecting with His rod and staff.<\/p>\n

Christ conquered death. For each of his children, death is not the end, but the transition into a brighter, more beautiful forever, one with no shadows at all. And between here and there, He guides and protects us every minute, with His compassion, His presence, His rod of protection and staff of guidance. Isaiah described Christ\u2019s time on earth this way:<\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 The people walking in darkness have seen a great light, on those living in the land of <\/i>the shadow of death, a light has dawned. Is. 9:2 NIV<\/i><\/p>\n

Christ is our light, our hope, our life in the shadows of every day. He does not disappoint.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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